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19 October 2009 @ 04:30 pm
What's the best and worst advice you ever received? Did you follow it even if it ran counter to your gut intuition? How did it turn out?

The best advice: To move back home with my dad. Even if my mother gave her hissy fit >.>  It was the best thing since she didn't have me in a safe place at the time.
The worst advice: From my father *headdesk* who told my grandmother he wishes that I would just get in some trouble.... yeah I know that isn't advice. But seriously? Seriously? Why do I have to have parents like this?

Current Location: home
Current Mood: okayokay
Current Music: none at the moment
27 March 2009 @ 08:13 pm
If a friend started reading your journal today, what would you need to fill them in on so they could understand what you're writing about?
first off I hope none of my friends of family members even look at my profile. Theres nothing 'horrible' on there. Its just that my friends and family know nothing of my love for Asian music. Even if I do have a bit of Japanese in me. None of my friends even know that :/
(my dad is mexican,my mom was irish/japanese. but she didn't look it at all) and my family is a bit well....
Then I'd have to explain why I like hyde so much. Especialy to Raina >.> we'd probably get into a fight. Which is just stupid I know.
Then I'd have to explain all the rants that I post here...
or about my anti-religion point of view.

on a side note I hope no one ever reads my written journal either....

the only person that wouldn't care would be Elaine. Just because I tell her everything. I'm glad I have at least one friend that knows everything about me :)

Current Location: room
Current Mood: calmcalm
Current Music: L'arc~en~Ciel-White Feathers
28 September 2008 @ 03:02 am
well nothing major happned.
Elaine borrowed $200 dollars for food. I wish I could help more...

I've changed my layout. Which I think is gorgous. It was gonna be Hyde or maybe DBSK but I thought this one would
be better since it is ALMOST October.

My dad is dating again. Which is wierd as hell. Her name is Karie. A pretty enough girl. And shes nice.
um...but she kind of reminds me of my mother >> cough... eh...well whatever.

I ate 3 silces of pizza today or yesturday rather since it almost 3am >> I wasn't feeling good (probably because of the stupid pizza)
and laid down. Now I can't sleep at all.
Anyway I wish I hadn't eaten so much D:

ah...I can't wait for DBSK tv shows in korea! I'm so glad they're back home ^^  I wish my CD would come already...
Current Location: room,desk
Current Mood: awakeawake
Current Music: DBSK-Hey(don't bring me down)
01 June 2008 @ 02:19 pm
If you could go back and fix your most regrettable decision, what would it be, and what would you do differently? Or: Pirates or Ninjas?

hmmm...I'm always thinking about everything in the past that I'd change. I keep thinking "if I just hadn't dropped out of school" or if somehow I could have warned my mom about keeping up with her health. Maybe than she wouldn't have died" "if I just gone to Japan with J"  etc....

But just last night I was with a friend. Her mother is really sick right now. And we both think it won't be long until she passes away. My friend is really stressed out . To the point that she can't take much more. Her brothers are not helping with anything. one of them even forgot his mothers birthday. She can't leave the house (only to get food,medicine or take her mother to the doctors) and doesn't really have anyone she can really talk to.
If I had done anything in my life different, I might not have been here right now for her. Right now my life might be a mess.... But I'm really happy that I can be here for her. When I was  taking care of my mom she was there for me.
And I guess if I really just relax a little... my life isn't THAT messed up. Its just different than what I had planned.
Current Location: home
Current Mood: hothot
Current Music: SuG-I love scream party
24 May 2008 @ 05:24 am
What's the worst job you've ever had?
I'm just gonna start answering these. I can never think of what to write xD  Well beside Changmin or hyde. Those could be boring after awhile right?

hmm... that would have to be baby sitting. I'm just awful with little kids. Probably because my patience level is really low.
Hopefully my dad doesn't want any grandchildren any time soon >.>
Honestly its for the best.  Not even fish are safe around me xD
Current Mood: boredbored
Current Music: L'arc~en~Ciel-time to say good bye
08 January 2008 @ 09:17 pm
I never write here. lol ah... so lazy >.<

ah~ I'm feeling so good suddenly. It really is true that when everything seems wrong.... suddenly things turn around.
.... of course they do seem to get bad again rather quickly ^^; but that isn't the point here! Most of the time... the good,no matter how short lived, makes everything worth it.

Yeah... I'm in a super good mood ^^

It seems that I'm liking Changmin more and more these days. All I can think about is him >.<
This really isn't good since I should be thinking about school now.

.... Changminah! Nuna loves you very much! lol I'm being so silly, I know. ugh >.
Current Mood: refreshedrefreshed
Current Music: Because I'm yours-DBSK
01 November 2007 @ 04:20 am
Theres nothing to see here yet.......
Current Location: room
Current Mood: cheerfulcheerful
Current Music: Tony-Melody