| Late update once again XD |
[28 Sep 2008|03:02am] |
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well nothing major happned.
Elaine borrowed $200 dollars for food. I wish I could help more...
I've changed my layout. Which I think is gorgous. It was gonna be Hyde or maybe DBSK but I thought this one would
be better since it is ALMOST October.
My dad is dating again. Which is wierd as hell. Her name is Karie. A pretty enough girl. And shes nice.
um...but she kind of reminds me of my mother >> cough... eh...well whatever.
I ate 3 silces of pizza today or yesturday rather since it almost 3am >> I wasn't feeling good (probably because of the stupid pizza)
and laid down. Now I can't sleep at all.
Anyway I wish I hadn't eaten so much D:
ah...I can't wait for DBSK tv shows in korea! I'm so glad they're back home ^^ I wish my CD would come already...
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| Writer's Block: Fixing the past. |
[01 Jun 2008|02:19pm] |
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hmmm...I'm always thinking about everything in the past that I'd change. I keep thinking "if I just hadn't dropped out of school" or if somehow I could have warned my mom about keeping up with her health. Maybe than she would have died" "if I just gone to Japan with J" etc....
But just last night I was with a friend. Her mother is really sick right now. And we both think it won't be long until she passes away. My friend is really stressed out . To the point that she can't take much more. Her brothers are not helping with anything. one of them even forgot his mothers birthday. She can't leave the house (only to get food,medicine or take her mother to the doctors) and doesn't really have anyone she can really talk to.
If I had done anything in my life different, I might not have been here right now for her. Right now my life might be a mess.... But I'm really happy that I can be here for her. When I was taking care of my mom she was there for me.
And I guess if I really just relax a little... my life isn't THAT messed up. Its just different than what I had planned.
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| Writer's Block: Lame jobs |
[24 May 2008|05:24am] |
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L'arc~en~Ciel-time to say good bye |
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I'm just gonna start answering these. I can never think of what to write xD Well beside Changmin or hyde. Those could be boring after awhile right?
Anyway...
hmm... that would have to be baby sitting. I'm just awful with little kids. Probably because my patience level is really low.
Hopefully my dad doesn't want any grandchildren any time soon >.>
Honestly its for the best. Not even fish are safe around me xD
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| Random update |
[08 Jan 2008|09:17pm] |
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Because I'm yours-DBSK |
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I never write here. lol ah... so lazy >.<
ah~ I'm feeling so good suddenly. It really is true that when everything seems wrong.... suddenly things turn around.
.... of course they do seem to get bad again rather quickly ^^; but that isn't the point here! Most of the time... the good,no matter how short lived, makes everything worth it.
Yeah... I'm in a super good mood ^^
It seems that I'm liking Changmin more and more these days. All I can think about is him >.<
This really isn't good since I should be thinking about school now.
.... Changminah! Nuna loves you very much! lol I'm being so silly, I know. ugh >.
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[01 Nov 2007|04:20am] |
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Theres nothing to see here yet.......
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